This is confusion that I feel.
I don’t know what's real.
The fire that once burned deep
Inside of me has somehow been
Put out.
I want it back.
It’s what I lack.
My life feels so unreal.
So please tell me what to do.
I want to burn for you.
Jesus, I cry out to you.
I spend hours on my knees.
And yet I hear nothing
Is it just me?
Is this something I hafta
Figure out on my own?
Is it a lesson I hafta learn?
Please I want to be a blazing
Fire again.
A light that shines so bright.
Be real to me that’s what I want.
The sureness I once had.
A life in you so real and true.
Please I know you don’t ever leave me.
I know you’re here just please reveal
Yourself to me!
I know you see my frustration
And what I am going through.
Is it all in my head?
I want it to be a real
True heart relation.
So please as I sit here
And cry once more.
Make Yourself real.
I’ve opened the door.
Now just show me
Am I not letting you in?
What is it?
What’s wrong with me?
Why don’t I feel anything anymore?
I want to feel you once more.
Don’t want this heart to be as cold as stone.
Where is this path leading?
I’m lost and cold and alone.
Where are you?
Did I lose you for good along the way?
If that’s it then I WANT YOU BACK!
Maybe you don’t hear me.
Maybe I am alone.
This is all VERY frustrating.
